Home at Home

I’ve commented many times on how much I love being at home and how much of a better mood I always seem to be here. And this return trip is non-different. This week was my spring break, yes spring break during winter. My school never fails me, unless of course it is a power failure. I think I’m at a problem though. My body has been getting a solid 8 hours of sleep a day, good meals, and a decent mix of excitement and relaxation. Having a room to yourself that is quite and has a bed in it ( opposed to my couch in the kitchen{which I still love}) is so nice. I’ve almost forgotten what it is like to sleep in a comfortable bed. But besides really falling behind in my work, I can feel my body softening up and is going to get a rather rude awakening call when I get back.

I was going to wait at the end of the break to write this but tomorrow is going to be spent doing work and then hanging with family till I leave Sunday morning. I’m not writing this after I get back as I’m going to have to go right back into the full swing of things and probably won’t have time for this. So right now is a good time. I was going to do work but I’ve been messing with a new cheap Mp3 player. My Zune has been broke for awhile now I’ve been using my oldest/first Mp3 player. Though I love it and am proud of it, I need to be able to switch music (the old one has a permanent list). Now this new one is a 4 gigabyte generic brand and was only $30. I wondered why so cheap and I just found out. The software on it is very stupid. There is no sorting system and just runs through the songs by going down the list of artist alphabetically. Now there might be a save grace in the disk manager for the device. The only problem is that it is in Chinese. I know what you are thinking, “…but you take Chinese…shouldn’t you be able to read it?” The answer is probably yes. But I can’t. And it is sad. I’ve tried turning it into English but no dice. It is a rather big head ache and I wasted a lot of time so being quite in a bad mind frame I decided to write this instead of homework. I know, I just keep making smart decision after another.

I probably sound annoying ( I think so) so I’m going to stop talking about it. This trip back wasn’t anything really to crow about but it was very good. I’ve notice I’m seeing this in a slightly different perspective such as family and the situations my family/friends and myself are in. New thoughts and interests mingling with my old ones, I hope they play nice. I don’t know what I want to say. I guess I feel physically well, but I find myself mentally frustrated. I think this is due to my momentary ejection from school. I have many things that I’m trying to sort and deal with and although they haven’t really left me here at home, I’ve been allowed to relax and change the scene a bit. It reminds me of when I’m walking on campus. Right outside of Peck Hall there is a small “U” path that is seemingly pointless. It is right alongside the main path and it doesn’t lead anywhere special. It is just a momentary step outside of the stream of people. I really like it because it is almost like walking in a raging river. And just for a moment you pop out of the water and you get to look at the river itself while enjoying a slight eerie quite while you were out of the water. And as you hang you get a new perspective look and feel before coming right back into the river. But now that I’m about to head back into the river, school, all the problems that I had are coming back and I feel that I’m a bit weaken by my momentary relaxation. Like alcohol, this was but a temporary fix to my problems and though it may seem like they are gone, they were just waiting until my vision focuses again. So I think I’m just going to but some music on and go see if I can find queen Mab and have a chat with her. I’ve never been a fan of Shakespeare but I have to thank him for introducing me to her formally (we’ve known each other for awhile just only it’s been very one sided in her favor). Big day today and I hope everything goes grand. Well take care everyone and remember to think and keep warm. Gussuri Oyasumi .
~Love~

P.S. I finally, after about the 6th or 7th time trying, finishing reading the book “Parasite Eve” and it is great. I recommend people to read it as well as play the game. Both are very well made and I think you should all give it a shot and not allow school to get in the way as it has for me every time.
P.S.S. I finally got a copy of my second movie (it might or might not be “MY” copy) and I’m bringing it to school so we can all watch it. Contact me if you want to watch it!